school and work

This week I went back to work after a year. I have to say that working and going to school is a little bit harder then what I thought it would be. I can say that I now can see how hard it is to be a mom and work and be in school. I know that I have the will to do this I just hope that I can make myself and have the discipline to make it happen. i do have the support from my family to help me and my friends and that is very important to be able to make it in life I will try and not let down my classmate and my teachers my family and friends. That is all I have to say this week. Until next time take care.

Why I went back to school

I choose to go back to school for a couple of reasons. The first is to make my dreams come true I have always wanted to work in a pediatrics office with kids. Next would be that I just sat down one day and took a long look back at my life and let me tell you what I seen. first when I was 18 years old I have my first child and she was my life I have never been so happy but then when I moved out on my own when I was 19 it was hard to work say up all night with a sick kid lived day to day never had money so then I met my first husband and I thought he was the love of my life he worked I stayed home with the baby life was good. Then I went back to work I was pregnant with my second child I knew we could not make it day to day with just him working I work nights he worked day. I came home early one day from work and my 1 year old was in bed I went in to kiss her good night and he had beat her so bad she would not talk cry anything I call 911 she was put in the hospital for a couple week I left him why she was in their he was very mad that I left so he found me beat me and my 2nd child was born she passed away 2 day latter. So from that point I became a State Test nurse aide I loved doing this then I met my 3rd child dad we worked together. My life was so good at the time we got married had my 3rd child she was so awesome. Then he stopped working doing drugs and running around so I left him went on with my life. I met my husband now who I have been with for the past 8 years he is my life. I started one day saying man I wish I had done more with my life and he said why don’t you go back to school I stared to laugh at him and said I am too old for that he made me see you are never to old to have a dream and make it come true. I wanted my kids to be proud of me so I showed them you can always go back to school I was scared it has been to long since I was in school but I over came that and now I love it I have no regrets in my life it has with all its downs turned out very good.