work

I got this new women at work this week and I first I was not sure how I would feel about her. well the day before they gave me her case I was having a very bad day I was going to put my two weeks notice in and find another job. well I went home and just gave it another day. Then came Friday and I had to go to this new women house and I was not looking forward to it well I went and was glad that I did she is the sweetest person I have met she is funny and very pretty and I get to go see her everyday I work its days like this that make me love my job and love what I do. I know in a job you are going to have good day and bad most of mine are good and just a few bad. I know that everything works out for a reason and I may not no why at the time but in the long road I think that it all works out the way it should.

what I love about spring

spring is my favorite time of the year when it starts to get warm out side and all the grass comes back the leaves on the trees. I love to see all the colors out side when everything starts to come back it make me feel like a new world or something like that. I like storms they scare me to death at times but I love to hear the rain hit my roof and then the ground the thunder is very loud but to me I think that it make the wold come to life with the birds and animals to see all the kids out side to play not to hot but not to cold. I just love spring I look forward to going out on vacation and summer outing and just having a back yard grill out with the family. I can go on and on about spring but I am going to stop right here.

my child and dealing with all this

This week has been a some what good week I think I am finally getting my work done right we got a new bed and may be looking to buy a new house. Then when I got home from work today I got a phone call from my child's doctor to tell me when they got her blood work back she now on top of all of this has a vitamin d deficiency and now on top of the 6 pills she gets to take more a day. I find my self being very up set a lot with everyone and I know its not their fault but I just so bad what someone or something to blame for all her pain she is only 11 years old and she is went trough so much in her short life I just wish I knew how to help her and to make it go way. I wish that I could come to terms with all of this going on and find peace I pray and talk to god all the time but nothing seems to help. just needed to vent sorry.

challenges in school

I would have to say that my challenges in school would be that I don't get English and math. The two of them was very hard for me in school and they still are for me now. I kinda feel that I should know all of this stuff but for some reason I just don't remember any of it I tell myself that you will has the weeks pass and still nothing I think that I may have went stupid over the past years of being out of school. some of this is common sense but even at that its still hard. But I think as long as I keep studying and trying I will one day get it and understand it.