This class has been good

Well this is the last week of class and it has been a good class. I think that I still have a lot to learn but this class has helped a lot to make me see how to write and you English the way it should be I may never speak it but I can defiantly try to write it the way it should be. I have always been very scared of this class cause I never did that good in it in the past but know I don't think its that bad and as long as I try i can do it and I have made sure that I have wrote a lot of notes to go back on. Good luck in all you next classes I know that you will all do well with what you want out of life it has been great being in class with everyone.

This week has not been that good..

This week started off to be a very good week I was doing good in school job was going to my kids was on spring break so I was able to get more stuff done and by wen. I was trying to get everything ready for Easter coming this weekend. Everything was going great then my hubby came home from work around 10pm on wen. and said he did not feel good by 430am on Thursday I was taking him to the hospital for his belly hurting and by 9am they took him back to surgery for his appendix and now he is at home doing well but in a lot of pain I am trying to get school work done in time and trying to make up work hrs missed and their dose not seem to be a lot of time in the day to get it all done I go back to work on Tues. and the kids go back to so I just hope that I can get everything done on time.

work

I got this new women at work this week and I first I was not sure how I would feel about her. well the day before they gave me her case I was having a very bad day I was going to put my two weeks notice in and find another job. well I went home and just gave it another day. Then came Friday and I had to go to this new women house and I was not looking forward to it well I went and was glad that I did she is the sweetest person I have met she is funny and very pretty and I get to go see her everyday I work its days like this that make me love my job and love what I do. I know in a job you are going to have good day and bad most of mine are good and just a few bad. I know that everything works out for a reason and I may not no why at the time but in the long road I think that it all works out the way it should.

what I love about spring

spring is my favorite time of the year when it starts to get warm out side and all the grass comes back the leaves on the trees. I love to see all the colors out side when everything starts to come back it make me feel like a new world or something like that. I like storms they scare me to death at times but I love to hear the rain hit my roof and then the ground the thunder is very loud but to me I think that it make the wold come to life with the birds and animals to see all the kids out side to play not to hot but not to cold. I just love spring I look forward to going out on vacation and summer outing and just having a back yard grill out with the family. I can go on and on about spring but I am going to stop right here.

my child and dealing with all this

This week has been a some what good week I think I am finally getting my work done right we got a new bed and may be looking to buy a new house. Then when I got home from work today I got a phone call from my child's doctor to tell me when they got her blood work back she now on top of all of this has a vitamin d deficiency and now on top of the 6 pills she gets to take more a day. I find my self being very up set a lot with everyone and I know its not their fault but I just so bad what someone or something to blame for all her pain she is only 11 years old and she is went trough so much in her short life I just wish I knew how to help her and to make it go way. I wish that I could come to terms with all of this going on and find peace I pray and talk to god all the time but nothing seems to help. just needed to vent sorry.

challenges in school

I would have to say that my challenges in school would be that I don't get English and math. The two of them was very hard for me in school and they still are for me now. I kinda feel that I should know all of this stuff but for some reason I just don't remember any of it I tell myself that you will has the weeks pass and still nothing I think that I may have went stupid over the past years of being out of school. some of this is common sense but even at that its still hard. But I think as long as I keep studying and trying I will one day get it and understand it.

school and work

This week I went back to work after a year. I have to say that working and going to school is a little bit harder then what I thought it would be. I can say that I now can see how hard it is to be a mom and work and be in school. I know that I have the will to do this I just hope that I can make myself and have the discipline to make it happen. i do have the support from my family to help me and my friends and that is very important to be able to make it in life I will try and not let down my classmate and my teachers my family and friends. That is all I have to say this week. Until next time take care.

Why I went back to school

I choose to go back to school for a couple of reasons. The first is to make my dreams come true I have always wanted to work in a pediatrics office with kids. Next would be that I just sat down one day and took a long look back at my life and let me tell you what I seen. first when I was 18 years old I have my first child and she was my life I have never been so happy but then when I moved out on my own when I was 19 it was hard to work say up all night with a sick kid lived day to day never had money so then I met my first husband and I thought he was the love of my life he worked I stayed home with the baby life was good. Then I went back to work I was pregnant with my second child I knew we could not make it day to day with just him working I work nights he worked day. I came home early one day from work and my 1 year old was in bed I went in to kiss her good night and he had beat her so bad she would not talk cry anything I call 911 she was put in the hospital for a couple week I left him why she was in their he was very mad that I left so he found me beat me and my 2nd child was born she passed away 2 day latter. So from that point I became a State Test nurse aide I loved doing this then I met my 3rd child dad we worked together. My life was so good at the time we got married had my 3rd child she was so awesome. Then he stopped working doing drugs and running around so I left him went on with my life. I met my husband now who I have been with for the past 8 years he is my life. I started one day saying man I wish I had done more with my life and he said why don’t you go back to school I stared to laugh at him and said I am too old for that he made me see you are never to old to have a dream and make it come true. I wanted my kids to be proud of me so I showed them you can always go back to school I was scared it has been to long since I was in school but I over came that and now I love it I have no regrets in my life it has with all its downs turned out very good.